mmmm......probably many people have been wondering where i have disappeared lately. Very simple & very easy. I am simply very busy with my daily life. I work 4 days & go to class 4 days a week. I basically have a lot of trouble making some free time for myself. To be honest i have no social life anymore. Space in my schedule is limited and things that i want to do are usually backfired. Too bad and so sad. At first, it was really hard to keep up the energy and to be focused on school work but i guess when time passed by, i got used to the process of my taskious life.Another good thing is: I don't have a sleeping disorder anymore.When i first started night classes and night work, i missed many hours of sleep. mmmm........i've been missing a lot things lately. Mainly:CHURCH/FRIENDS/SHOPPING/EVENTS I can't wait until this semester ends because i want to take over my life again!! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh n-whooo i miss you guys. i'll try to arrange something and i'll try to make xanga more meaningful. and you know what? i don't even use facebook that often. I used to check it like every 40 minutes a day but now it's like once every 2 days. =D i guess i am improving in my facebookholic habbit.
TAKE CARE FOLKS!~looking forward to see everyone!
PS: Hope Hoi Hoi is passing a great time eating sushi and buying hello kitty plushies. =D
BTW quote of the post is : "Decide what you want .. believe you can have it, believe you deserve it, believe it’s possible for you" by Rhonda Byrne
Thursday, 23 July 2009
"we forgot about love, we forgot about faith, we forgot about trust, we forgot about us. {...} we didn't respected, we went and neglected it, we didn't deserve it, but i never expected this" By Nelly Furtado, in God's hands.
Lately, i've been working a lot and doing so many unproductive things, such as watching the Tv the whole day. Maybe it's time for me to think of what i may built up for my future. Because of working, i often skip church. I come to realize that my faith is not growing at all. In the opposite it's getting smaller and smaller. Not only i've forgotten God's love but i also forgot about his words which led me to a different pathway. i'm fearing that this pathway is just wrong and strongly corrupted... what shall i do? I just want to put it in God's hands... Could he simply GUIDE me through? I forgot about his love, i forgot about my faith, i forgot about our trust and what happened to us? Everything seems so wrong, but is it really wrong? I need to go back. I need you.
**Waiting for his enlightenment**
Thursday, 16 July 2009
you know what? last time i'm going to try hard to make a birthday party. The intention does not always count like the old saying mean. mmmmmm............................
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